I could have had it all

Everyday the sun rises I find myself  thinking about you...about us
What could have been
If I hadn't  been so rash
If I had just been patient
All that is left now are memories
Of the time we spent
And the memories we shared
But I cannot help but wonder
What could have been
If I hadn't been so rash

I would be the proudest  of girls
Probably be one of those posting her MCM, MCE and whatever other acronym that is used on IG
We could have gone on lunch dates, coffee dates, all manner  of dates
We could have gone for long walks or even travelled the world
We could have overcome the trauma  brought about by thugs
We could have been labeled a perfect couple
But now we'll  never know...
What could have been
If I hadn't been so rash

I would probably be a mother by now
I was ready to take care of your daughter
To be called 'Mom'
I had pictured taking her to school and  picking her
Styling her hair and dressing her with the latest clothes in fashion
Even though I am most clueless about it
I would have spoiled her rotten
More than my mother did
I would have made mistakes with her
But you would just be her dad; perfect and flawless
I guess we shall never get to know
What i could have been
If I hadn't been so rash

We would have been happy together
Of course  we would have had many fights and arguments
But we would have always made up
Because our happiness as a couple was more important  than winning an individual battle
We would have grown together as a couple
You would have been my financial advisor
And I your advocate for everything
And yes, I do mean everything
We would have strengthened our faith in God
And taught your little one how to pray and trust in God
There are so many things we could have done together
But that will just be a mirage
Because we don't know
What could have been
If I hadn't been so rash